because there's some things time can never change.

liean says:
do you miss home?

~KokMun~ Shit la.. Another holiday?? later cannot finish syllabus then add classes like siao again.. dont they ever learn?!! says:
like hell
i wanna go home now.......

liean says:
ok we're both helling now then

100th

i've been thinking.

i guess i'm the sort of person who wants everything to be absolutely perfect.
no, i dont consider myself a perfectionist, just someone who tries very hard. too hard maybe.
i try to be the best daughter, i really do try to obey to everything my parents say.
i try to be a good sister, i really try teaching them and being a good example.
i try to be a christian God would want me to be, i really try listening and following.
i try to be the perfect friend, i listen, comfort, and try to build relationships.
i try to be an excellent student, i study till die.
i try i try i try
and sometimes i don't think its good enough.

i try to build a perfect world.
i try to be a perfect me.
and it doesn't always work that way


but i still try.

Your Guardian Angel: Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

and i can't concentrate

(by xkcd)
because i feel like i'm living in a different world sometimes.

my. exams. are. coming. soon.
FRIDAY. its the super combo of school exams and piano exams.
and. i. can't. seem. to. concentrate.
maybe it's because it's hols back home and haven't adjusted to the fact that aussies school late.
or. maybe. its. because. i. think. i. need. to. sit. and. rethink. a. lot. of. things
NOW

more interviews

another interview is coming up for the youth ambassadors world vision.
looking back, i've never actually suceeded in any interview, but i've learnt so much from them.
all the dissapointments, failures, i've had to manage it.
i wonder what lies in store for this next one?
give me the strength to go through this.

and i keep my promises :)

alright, here's the full dress rehearsal :) sorry to all those who have bugged me for ages, so here it is. better late than never :)

i've promised :)

i know you've been waiting for this!
this is the practice :) will publish the full dress practice after this.